Good Intentions

Well it seems my intentions of putting up a photo essay entry about Tobias the Adequate, a comical magician we were entertained by at the Valhalla Renaissance Faire a few weeks ago have been sidelined by a number of things. First, the photos are just too big to put here and get the full effect, so that means there’s a lot of work entailed in putting them up in a photo album online. In the meantime, I’m working on keeping things at an even keel in the homestead now that the kids are home full-time, the hubby is enduring night time construction (and bright lights, jackhammers, and the bleating of trucks as they throw the gears in reverse) right outside the station, and keeping pace with several works in progress manuscripts in preparation for a writing convention I’ll be attending late next month. And if that’s not enough to keep me on my toes, let’s throw into the mix the work that’s involved in keeping the fledgling writer’s group going throughout the “leaner” months when the majority of the members take the time off to be with their family, travel and so forth.

Thankfully Mother Nature has been able to stave off the fire season this year with periodic rains. Whether that turns out to be a true blessing or just pushing us back a bit further for a more frantic, furious season has yet to be seen. It has made the wild grasses grow longer which means as the temperature rises such as it has within the last few days, those long grasses dry out and become horrific wicks.  I doubt I’ll be able to update my blog with details of any fires my husband is working on or pose a threat to our community, but I abide by the rule of never saying never, so we’ll see how that pans out. In the chance I don’t, here are some fairly good sources of fire information:

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Finally before I go back to transcribing my manuscript (which I spent upwards of an hour this morning at my weekly write-in having to restructure after I found a major flaw in the timeline– rewarding to get it done, but frustrating to have to endure), a reminder. As you might recall, our friend and a fellow firefighter’s young adult son, Sean, was critically injured in an accident at the end of May. He’s been getting better and was transferred to a rehabilitation hospital down in the northern San Francisco Bay Area. However this has caused a lot of strain on their small and close family as his dad, Vince, has returned to duty. They’re in the process of transferring him back home. I continue to post updates at Terri, Sean’s mother, posts them. They can be found at the Angels Near and Far blog which is located at http://www.kathieleung.com/blog/ Please visit often and keep Sean and his family in your thoughts and prayers.

Also, please keep two of my friends, Anne and Julie, in your thoughts and prayers as both of them are enduring many trials and tribulations that have come with news they have cancer – again. It’s been amazing watching all three of these situations and the people in the center of them as their strength, their graciousness and their beautiful spirits have shone through so beautifully. It’s been humbling as well and has caused me, for one, to learn it’s important to balance things out, to appreciate what we have right around us and has served as a thump on my head to remind me the world does not revolved around me alone. And you’d think having teenagers would have done that just fine alone!

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Two for the Price of One Prayer – Updates on Sean

It was nice to come home from a grueling day at Costco to find two messages from Terri about Sean’s progress.  In the order they were posted, here you are:

Trying on patience

Posted at approximately 11:45 am PT

Sean is doing about the same, still fighting a temp but his ICP is at about 18 which is fine. They upped a couple of his meds so they seem to be having some success lowering the pentabarb.

Today on my way to the hospital for my 6am visit I was praying again for patience. I asked God to help me be patient and kind and loving to all people that I came in contact with. Well I got to the hospital and they said I had to wait 15 minutes to see Sean and you guessed it, I felt very inpatient. I recognized it right away though and resumed my prayer for patience. Today Sean has a new nurse and I don’t think that she is entirely comfortable with me hanging out in Sean’s room, so I am trying to give her space and also pop in from time to time to be with Sean. We have been here for so long now that for the most part Sean gets repeat nurses and we have established a rapport with them so they don’t seem to mind us hanging around. But you know what? This is the Sean show and as long as Sean is getting the best care possible the nurse doesn’t have to handle us. I think that today God intends for me to get my money’s worth out of that prayer for patience! As long as God is in charge (always) how can I question it.

As for us, we are taking good care of ourselves as well as all of you taking care of us. Yesterday my wonderful friend Kelly gave Kiersten and I much needed massages. Vince and I went for a walk with [our friends] and Kiersten went to our health club to work out. So no more worrying about us. Just pray for Sean. Thank you all as always.

Thought for the day:

Colossians 3:12-14 Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience. Bear with each other and forgive whatever greivances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.”

Love,
Terri, Vince, Sean & Kiersten

I’m listening God

Posted at approximately 12:15 pm PT

Just peeked in to see Sean and his temp, blood pressure, heart rate and ICP are all down. Okay God I’m listening. By being patient and doing things the nurses way Sean is resting well. Oh and when she suctioned him earlier he opened his left eye! I didn’t talk to him when I went in because he is resting and doing so well. [These] nurses rock!

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Mother’s Day – Updates On Sean

This morning before I was able to post any updates about Sean (because there hadn’t been any), I saw his mother, Terri, after church and was able to speak with her briefly. She said she was tired and discouraged after a rough day yesterday (Saturday) and had posted just before service, reassuring me she had been reading all of the notes I have left, as well as the notes you have offered to be relayed, and thanked us all for them.  Here are the updates from today, Mother’s Day:

Mother’s Day

Posted at approximately 10:30 am PT

Sorry I didn’t update last night. Sean had a little bit of a rough day, not horrible but a little rough and I was tired and discouraged so I went to sleep. Today Sean is having a good day. I spoke with the neuro surgeon and he seems satisfied with Sean’s condition. It’s a long slow process and Sean is holding his own.

The last two mornings I have come in at 6 to check on Sean, then gone back home at 7 to shower, then back again at 8 or 9. When I leave his room at 7 I stop by the chapel and spend some time praying. I hope to keep this routine because it really centers me for the day. It is such a small chapel and it’s quiet and peaceful at that hour of the morning. This morning when I was praying for Sean’s healing as well as others in the ICU and a dear friend who has cancer it struck me that God’s timing is perfect. I was discouraged yesterday because Sean wasn’t healing fast enough. But God is healing Sean in His time and so I prayed for patience. No doubt God is at work here and we don’t have to understand it or question it, we just have to have faith and watch God work in His perfect way and time.

I am going to end here because I am going to church to worship because God is great. Happy Mother’s day to all the Mom’s. We love and appreciate all of you.

The inner circle of greatness (Thank Dave M. for that one, he renamed us yesterday, and we kinda like it.)

Terri, Vince, Sean, Kiersten, Kyle, & Kayla

A Happy Mother’s Day

Posted at approximately 8:15 pm PT

Sean had such a good day today. Everything just stayed steady. No huge change for the better, but no real rough spots to speak of. He is coughing now and it looks like he is gagging some as well. It’s not enjoyable to watch but all good signs of brain activity. Also his eyes are much more reactive. I have been told that the fact that all of this is happening when he is still very sedated is good news. I told Kiersten and Vince that they were off the hook for Mother’s day,(Kiersten made me a beautiful card anyway) all I wanted was for Sean to have a good day and I received my Mother’s day wish.

Earlier I said that I was going to church which I did and it was such a nice service, very upbeat and motivational. It was just what I needed to hear, thanks Steve! After church I got to say hi to a few people and then I walked back to the hospital. It was so pleasant and quiet and God gave me such a sense of peace. What an amazing gift it was to enjoy a little stroll that much. The whole day just went that way for all of us including Sean, slow paced and peaceful. Vince and I even got an hour nap at home!

We are all going back to the hospital now to say goodnight to Sean. Vince will stay until 2 and I will return at 6. I hope that everyone reading this had as nice a day as we did. Sleep well dear friends and as always pray for Sean because God hears our prayers and He loves us so much. One more thing. In all of this I keep thinking about the sacrifice that God made for us in his Son Jesus. In watching our son suffer and fight for his life I can’t help but think what it must of been like for God to witness His son’s suffering and death. God could have stopped it but He didn’t because he loved us that much. It brings tears to my eyes even now because I can’t fathom the depth of that love, that He would give His Son for us. God is amazing and He is present.

Love,
Sean and family

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Pneumonia – A Side Effect of Induced Coma

Thoughts and prayers to lift-up Sean and his family:

Todays Challenge

Posted approximately 10:30am PDT

Today’s challenge is pneumonia. They did a bronchoscopy (suctioning his lungs) this morning. No immediate beneficial changes. They have his oxygen at 100% and his oxygen saturation is 93%. They are giving him antibiotics and when they get a culture back they will know exactly what to give him. We are not freaking out as pneumonia is almost expected with a barbiturate coma. He had a quiet night his ICP was below 25 all night sometimes as low as 9.

I was thinking about the beatitudes this morning where Jesus addresses worry, Matthew 6:25-34. Verse 6:34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. Those are the words we MUST live by in this. This is a moment by moment, day by day experience. We have no idea what tomorrow will bring. We only have today and today we pray for Sean’s lungs and we rejoice that he is with us this day.

Thank you dear friends for respecting our wishes for no visitors yesterday. Today I think we would like some company. Again before 6 so we can have our evening time. We love and appreciate you all so much.

Today’s assignment is to read Matthew 6:25-34 and pray about it. If we could all just listen to this message and apply it to our lives I think the world would be a better place.

Love,
Terri, Vince, Sean & Kiersten

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